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    Layout: Detonated Love
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    Edited: Shamita
    15 June 2008
    1:25 AM

    I want time to come to a standstill.
    4 months seems to have passed like 4 hours.
    I've been having sucha good time here with Baby.
    And I don't wanna leave.
    Not yet.

    10 June 2008
    4:07 AM

    Was giving Karthik the gifts wrong?
    If it was, I wouldn't have told him.
    We went for ice cream tdae at Movenpick.
    And guess who Baby and I saw??
    Surya, Jyothika, Diya and Karthi!
    Surya looks awful.
    But Jyothika looked like a normal pretty gurl..
    And you knw what?
    The baby Diya looked so utterly cute!
    She looked so much like Jo..
    Bet Sofy wished she was me rite now.
    Haha.

    09 June 2008
    2:58 AM

    Baby just made his way home after our private party.
    I had a good time with him but I think my sis had a better time.
    And today, he explained the reason why he gets so angry.
    It's coz no one understands him.
    He told my sis that I understand him the most.
    And even the most is only 60%.
    I'll be more understanding from tmrw onwards.
    Coz I felt really bad when he said that nobody understands him.
    I love My Baby.
    A lot.
    And im steady rite now. (:

    08 June 2008
    6:48 PM

    1. Honestly what color is your shirt?
    - Black and Pink.

    2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
    - Lots of things.

    3. Honestly, what have u done yesterday?
    - Online, online, online.

    4. Honestly, have you ever been in love?
    - Yes.

    5. Honestly, feeling anything unusual today?
    - Nopes.

    6. Honestly, is your heart still occupied?
    - It's really 100% occupied.

    7. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the fone?
    - My Baby.

    8. Honestly , are you jealous of somebody right now?
    - Nopes.

    9. Honestly, what makes you sad most of the time?
    - Past memories.

    10.Honestly, are you LOVING someone right now?
    - Lots of pple.

    11. Honestly ,what are the things u don't want in life?
    - Regret, Misery, Hatred.

    12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
    - Nopes.

    13. Honestly, any plannings in near future?
    - Yes, juz planned drinking session tnite.

    14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
    - More than life itself, I loveD someone.

    15.Honestly, does anyone like you?
    - Lots of guys and few gurls. (;

    *Anger Section*
    1. What do you do when you're mad?
    - Cry.

    2 . What's the worst things you've done when you were mad?
    - Throw things.

    3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
    - Don't think so.

    4. Do you curse when you're mad?
    - Yes.

    5. When was the last time you really cried?
    - An hour ago.

    6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
    - Countless times.

    7. What usually makes you cry?
    - When I'm hurt.

    8. Are you normally a happy person?
    - Yeaps.

    9. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
    = Duh.

    10. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
    - Not really. Coz I already know that I'm pretty.
    After all, I'm Shamita Sexay. ;D

    5:56 PM

    1. How old will you be in 3 birthdays?
    - 20.

    2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
    - Of course NOT.

    3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
    - Nothing.

    4. Who was the last person you called?
    - My Baby.

    5. Any plans for today?
    - Meeting Baby.

    6. Who was the last person to text you?
    - Ravi.

    7. Who was the last person you kissed?
    - Duh, my Baby larh.

    8. Who was the last person you hugged?
    - Baby.

    9. Missing anyone?
    - Lots of pple.

    10. What happened at 11:00 a.m today?
    - I was fast asleep.


    11. If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?
    - Baby's House.

    12. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
    - Bare feet.

    13. When was the last time you cried?
    - Just abt an hour ago.

    14. What was the last thing you drank?
    - Fanta juice.

    15. Favorite ice cream?
    - Chocolate.

    16. What is your favorite number?
    - uhm, 03?

    17. Whats your favorite color(s)?
    - Red and Black.

    18. What made you laugh today?
    - Rajesh Akka.

    19. Do you like coffee?
    - Not like.. but its okay.

    20. How many cups of water do you drink on average?
    - Lots.

    21. What do you drink in the morning?
    - Water.

    22. Would you rather kiss a snake or an armadillo?
    - What's an armadillo?

    23. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
    - Yeah, Left side.

    24. Do you know how to play poker?
    - Roughly.

    25. What's so good about Friday?
    - It's near the weekend.

    26. Any plans for this week?
    - Eat and sleep.

    27. Do you eat out or at home more often?
    - Rite now, out.

    28. How big is your TV?
    - Just 21 inch in my house in Chennai.

    29. Ever stolen a street sign?
    - What in the blue hell for?

    30. Do you keep a piggy bank?
    - Gone are those days..

    31. What kind of camera do you have?
    - Samsung Digi Cam.

    33. Do you prefer the ocean or a pool?
    - Pool coz I can swim in it.

    34. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
    - Window!

    35. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
    - What's that?

    36. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
    - Clothes?

    37. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
    - Diamond Earrings and Diamond Necklace.

    38. Do you speak any other language?
    - Tamil.
    39. Can you roll your tongue?
    - I think so.

    40. Who is the funniest person you know?
    - Myself.

    41. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
    - No, juz my Baby's tee.

    42. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
    - Gimme More, Britney Spears.

    43. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
    - Nopes.

    44. What is the color of your bedroom wall?
    - Pinkish White.

    45. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
    - Yeah, water is precious rmb?

    46. Are you crushing on someone right now?
    - No.

    47. Who?
    - I said no.

    48. What are you doing tomorrow?
    - Rotting at home.

    49. Are you nervous?
    - Nopes, excited.

    50. Where did you last go?
    - Stairs outside my house to send Baby off.

    5:19 AM

    You.Can.Only.Type.One.Word.No.Explanations.

    1. Yourself: Sweet. (:
    2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: Awesome.
    3. Your hair: Long.
    4. Your mother: God.
    5. Your Father: Noisy.
    6. Your Favorite Item: Handphone.
    7. Your dream last night: Abt Barath.
    8. Your Favorite drink: Horlicks.
    9. Your Dream Car: Mazda 3
    10. The room you are in: Cold.
    11. Your Ex: 12.
    12. Your fear: Lizards
    13. What you want to be in 10years: Housewife.
    14. Who you hung out with last night: Myself.
    15. What You're Not: Cheap.
    16. Muffins: Yummy!
    17: One of Your Wish List Items: My Baby.
    18. Time: 02.52 am.
    19. The Last Thing You Did: Chat.
    20. What You Are Wearing: Pyjamas.
    21. Your Favorite Weather: Rainy.
    22. Your Favorite Book: Bio Text
    23. The Last Thing You Ate: Maggi Noodles
    24. Your Life: Sucks.
    25. Your Mood: -

    2:42 AM

    Most people can't live without their
    cell phone...so here's a survey about it...
    OK, Go, Grab your phone!

    1.What color is your phone?
    - Black.

    2.Who 's the first person who comes
    up under the letter M?
    - Madhan.

    3.Who's the last person you called?
    - My Baby.

    4.Who was your last missed call from?
    - Auto Driver.
    5
    .Who's the 2nd person who miss
    called?
    - Baby.

    6.Who's speed dial 2?
    - I don't use speed dial.

    7.Who's the 3rd person who comes up
    under J?
    - Joyene.

    8.Who was your last received call?
    - Mummy.

    9.Who's speed dial number 4?
    - I don't use speed dial.

    10.What is your wallpaper?
    - Edwin and I.

    11.How many text messages do you recieve?
    - Lots.

    12.Who's speed dial number 8?
    - I DON'T USE IT.

    13.What's the 10th message say in
    your inbox? And from whom?
    - I'm juz kidding dear. From Ravi.

    14.Who's the 1st person who comes up
    under B?
    - Babu Home.

    15.Who was your last text message
    from?
    - Ravi.

    16.Name every person you have text
    messages from:
    - Auto Driver, Ravi, Baby.

    17.Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris
    facts?
    - What's that?

    18.Who's the 2nd person on your U?
    - Uma.

    19.What does the 3rd message in your
    outbox say?
    - It's alright. Good nite and sugar dreams baby..

    20.Who is the first name in your
    Phonebook?
    - Abdhullah.

    21.Who is the last name in your
    Phonebook?
    - Zakiah. <3

    22.Where was your wallpaper taken?
    - In my room.

    23.Last 4 digits of your number?
    - 9026.

    24.Starhub/M1/Singtel?
    - M1.

    25.Who is the 2nd person on your S?
    - Selvy Mummy.

    I'm B O R E D.

    2:14 AM

    1.Are you stubborn?
    - Yes I am.

    2.What are you looking forward to?
    - Tomorrow with Baby.

    3.Who are the third and eighteenth texts in your phone from?
    - 3rd is Ravi and 18th is Hari.

    4. What do you usually do first in the morning?
    - Call my Baby.

    5. What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
    - Happy.

    6. Who did you hang out with last night?
    - No one.

    7. What are you currently doing?
    - Chatting.

    8. Have you told someone you loved them today?
    - My Baby.

    9. Any plans for tomorrow?
    - Outing with Baby.

    10. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
    - Lots. Hmm, Dad, Leo, Kavi etc etc.

    11. Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
    - Sometimes.

    12. Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
    -Nopes.

    13. Are you going to be home alone tonight?
    - I'm home with sis.

    14. When is the last time you saw a movie in theaters?
    - About 2 weeks back.

    15. How was last week ?
    - Horrendous.

    16. Do you have a best friend?
    - Best FriendS.

    17. When is the last time you took a nap?
    - Last night's sleep was like a nap.

    18. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
    - Yeaps.

    19. What do you want most right now?
    - Hmm, Baby's phone call i guess.

    20. What do you carry with you at all times?
    - Handphone.

    21. Have you ever written a love letter?
    - Just recently did.

    22. Do you remember your dreams?
    - At times.

    23. Is someone mad at you right now?
    - Maybe the auto driver whom I've been ignoring?

    24. When was the last time you were sick?
    - Last week.

    25. Last person you hung out with?
    - Baby.

    26. What did you do?
    - Went for dinner.

    27. Money or love ?
    - Love. (:

    07 June 2008
    11:36 PM

    Guess what?
    I was looking through my inbox and i found this email sent to me by Concerned X.
    It was just this person who claimed to be concerned abt me.
    and this is what she said:
    And no matter what u tell me Ms Rawks,
    I KNOW u CANNOT GET OVER HER.
    Cos I know the INTENSITY WITH WHICH U LOVED HER
    Unless u telling me your love was FAKE
    So she was right after all.
    Moving on, today was sucha boring day.
    Baby's away doing his show which ends at 11pm.
    It's been 2 days since I saw him.. ):
    But tmrw I'll start roaming again. Haha.
    I feel super tired man.
    Stayed up till 5am last night chatting with Kavi.
    And it was nice talking to him after a long time.
    Oh and Ravi is moving to Bangalore coz he got a job there.
    I'm glad that he got a job but why can't it be in Chennai?!
    Oh and I forgot to mention smth very important.
    I love Leo Franklin. :D


    8:29 PM

    i was feeling really bored yesterday.
    and with all the trouble recently, i decided to visit my old blog to relive memories.
    that's when i decided to give my dead blog life.
    and here it is now.
    i've been working on it the past few hours and im kinda satisfied with the result.
    this is just a test post anyw.
    i'll blog later after my shower.
    gotta shampoo my hair and scrub my body.
    hahaha.. (;

    21 January 2008
    6:45 PM


    30 November 2007
    10:29 PM

    HYDROGEN I MISS YOU.
    AND ALL MY FRIENDS AS WELL.
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